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Today, I Wish I wasn't a Parent

Posted 11-08-2018 at 09:59 PM by GohanMaster (Life is what you make it)

There are times when I love being a parent. I feel so excited for my son to explore the world, to make new friends, to adventure off into the unknown with arms wide open... and then there are times when I wish I wasn't a parent. There are times like today when being a parent is very challenging and bring nothing but tears for both you and the child. Those are the days where I feel lost. I feel inadequate, discouraged, and empty. I feel like I'm ruining my sons life and setting him up how to fail...
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How Depression effects my daily life and how I felt accomplished

Posted 11-06-2018 at 11:02 PM by GohanMaster (Life is what you make it)

There have been days where I don't want to do anything, where I feel like I can't. I have no energy or motivation, and I feel numb and not care about if things get done or not. This is part of my depression. I have been having more days like this, and its honestly a challenge to get up and start the day. I have a child and its a struggle to push my body to do the things I need to do because I'm to shut down and broken inside. But every day I try and I keep forcing myself to do something, anything,...
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I did it!

Posted 11-06-2018 at 12:00 AM by GohanMaster (Life is what you make it)

I made my first AMV in 6 years!
I have not finished though. I'm working on a few different videos at once, but at least I started it lol I forget how annoying the music becomes after listening to it over and over again.



This is just my preview, full thing will be out maybe next week. We will see how it goes.


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Wanting to Make AMV's Again

Posted 11-02-2018 at 06:36 AM by GohanMaster (Life is what you make it)

On the way home from school, I was listening to a song I havn't heard in years and for some reason it gave me an idea for an AMV. Random, because I have not thought about making AMV's in years. I'm doing vlogs every other day and will upload them as soon as I can figure out how to make the file size smaller (AE keeps switching things up on me!) and I'm making a new kids channel. But now I wan't to make an AMV one, a new one and not use my old account. I think I might just do it. I'll start off small...
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I'm almost done with school

Posted 11-01-2018 at 06:45 AM by GohanMaster (Life is what you make it)

I'm almost done with school! I have 2 more weeks before I can start my externship. I have no idea where I'm going for my externship or anything, but I'm super nervous and I'm so not ready. After that, that's it! I'm ready to be done, but no ready to be out in the field. I feel so unprepared still. Hopefully it's not as bad as I think it will be, I know I do over think things a lot.
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