i am really really trying real hard to make it where i cant use my hands nomore ugh i just hit part of the grill at work today real hard i didnt do it on purpose guess i just wasnt over enough and hadnt realized how hard i was swinging my arm til it hit and almost busted my hand boy did it hurt made it where i couldnt move my hand

[COLOR="White"]So I need to talk about this 'friend' that I've known for nearly 4 years.

You see this 'friend' is the kind of person that would abandon you in a heartbeat for someone who's considered 'better' than you are. A friend of mine whom I've JUST reconciled with after many years of misunderstanding and heartbreak thanks to him dubbed it 'shiny ball syndrome'. Now normally I don't mind this, we all move on at some point, but it comes to a point where he would purposely...

woowee it is hot now can safely say the cold front is gone til fall comes summer is back again it was in the 50s in the mornings and you would freeze your tail off well i would anyway now im sweating my tail off and falling asleep cause the heat just makes me do that most the time when im tired

i swear i have the worst mood swings a girl can have i can go from being happy to being down in a split second or be the happiest person alive to being the most annoyed person in the world (i dont let myself get mad or at least show that im angry)

Well last night I ended up deciding to try to listen to music to try and fall asleep easier, but that in the end kinda backfired on me. I ended up looking through old music, stuff that is still on there from back in high school, the same songs that I use to listen to all throughout my childhood. Apparently music and memory has a strong connection, and I didn't even realise it till it was too late. I ended up triggering strong feelings from my past, experiencing that old pain, a type of pain I haven't...