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Still Trying To Figure out where I belong

Posted 10-20-2018 at 03:05 AM by GohanMaster

So much ha happened in the last several years. So much is still happening. I feel like I feel rolling down the hill faster and faster and at this point there is no stopping me. Just thinking of that hill I need to climb is terrifying.



I have had some very dark moments. I still think about things people should think about.



I got approved to see a therapist so now I have to call and make an appointment. I'm not great about opening up. I tend to keep a lot inside. But its highly recommend I get put on antidepressants and in order for that I have to tell them everything.


I'm very nervous for that. Online, it is different because no one can put a face behind me. No one can see or judge my every move. I can be silly or feel more relaxed.



But I'm really different in real life. I want to be happy. I want to feel happy all the time and not just for a few moments.



I'm still trying to figure out where I belong in this life. what am I suppose to do? What is "GOD's" plan for me? I don't know if I will ever know. I don't know if I will ever really feel happy. But I will keep trying.
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    Dear Gohanmaster, be brave and bold and just yourself. Everything will work out in the long run.
    Posted 10-20-2018 at 07:15 PM by Saber Saber is offline
 

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